Mood:Confuse

hm....today i was told that my attitude is becoming perplex and unreasonable (easily irritable) since the stress has mounted on me. My housemates told me that upon discussion, they noticed that i am enclosing myself in my room recently with more 'depression-like attacks'....and they never thought there's a need for counsellor requisition until i brought up that matter. I doubt they really notice that much change in me until i triggered it with that question. There're probably a hell lots of difference in me now compared to the chirpy and carefree Sze Ling....i just dont have the homogenous amount of calories to keep up to that level...am i getting older or simply bogged down by stress? Yein was telling me that his future dad-in law told her about the difference between a medical student and student of other stream. It's the stress that they encounter as a med student that 'force' them to mature beyond their age compared to their peers of different profession. I guess that's what made a doctor, 'doctor'!!

Oh...i am reading a book called 'One Child' by Torey Hayden....half way through but i strongly recommend it to anyone....those who care about disturbed child....i dont think she's a really good writer but it's a good book that reflects well on the development of a disturbed child. It was deeply moving. I think if Torey would have depict or elaborate more on certain points, this would have made her a best-seller!!!! Or was it because she only took 8 days to complete this book that she missed out on certain things that she should've included?? Looking forward to reading another book of hers after another exam!!!