Bored HAT!

I am terribly bored now. Finally getting the break that i thought i needed all these while. I am now all alone in this small little town without any distraction. No crazy shopping outings which include buying groceries!!, dinners with japanese and running errants for 4 weeks. Rationally, i thought without all those activities, i will certainly able to rest my mind and concentrate in studying. However i am actually finding it a tough task! This secluded life left me feeling obscure. I don't think i'll ever be able to retreat to this kind-of-size town and live there forever. One might as well throw me into a jail and leave me rotten to death! Oh my, i just want to say that i have started to miss Calgary although this is only my second day here!

I also notice that i am constantly putting too much stress on my performance. Whenever i fail to answer the question given/give a wise comment in a discussion with my preceptor, i start to have this weird palpitation. Wonder what the hell is going on with me. I think i need somekind of psycho-relaxation-therapy.