D-Day...yet again in less than a week time.

She is not sure what's destined for her but she's going to take this challenge again. Life has never been tougher with her future still unclear. She has whined and whined and whined endlessly but things still seems to be far from perfect. Maybe it's time for her toaccept that there'll never be perfection. However, that is so unlikely to happen now.

She is not sure if this is what she really wants. Is this something like a blind leading blind story? Or it's just someone here who's trying to earn her living. I guess she's still very confused with this at the moment leading to the cloudiness in her mind.

Is she getting all the support she needed? Lots of friends offered their word of advise and comfort but her mind is still floating. I guess she need to change her life routine and get more fresh air rather than getting trap in her house all the time. She can't wait to meet up with someone she really wishes to meet after so long. Hopefully, that'll lift her up a little bit. She has long to talk to someone whom she's really comfortable with for sometime. I guess she just long to go home.

Hopefully, things will get better. She doesn't know if she could tolerate another fall.