You know what i want to do now?

I want to leave medicine for good......the stress is too much to bear most of the time......why why why? I dont know why i am here in north america where the system is so much tougher and brutal compared to the UK......

I really wanted to go to UK at one point of my life...but now i just want to go somewhere to do thigns that i really enjoy and less stressful...i wish to learn japanese, stay in japan and look after dogs...sounds totally opposite from what i am doing now right?

I think i am really sombre now but there's nothing much i can do to run away from this mood except continue reading my stuff....from my blog, i can really see how boring and uneventful my life is......