Friends

Sigh...i really dont know how much the word 'friend' weighs in other people's heart. But trust me, if i ever tell you that you are my friend, i give you my word that i'll give my best whenever you need it. However, i know there are times that i cant even help myself, what more 'you'!!?? What triggers this puzzling topic in me now was when my dear friend had two 'surprised' encounters just now with her so-called best friends that made her starting to doubt the importance of friendship (when all these while, her faith in it is already not that strong compared to mine). She discovered that one is getting married without informing her the confirmed date when i witnessed that there was a period of time when she happily announced that she'll be attending her best friend wedding although she'll be very busy! Then the second incident is when another b-friend complained that it's an arduous task to send back her oversize bday gift for an exchange when this friend of mine went through all the troubles to buy and send it to this friend of hers...something that she normally wouldnt do. I know that even meticulous stuff will be important in judging something like this!! i am getting sleepy.. ...ok...i actually slept....hehehe....meticulous, i mean there things that people might belittle them sometimes when it might means a lot to other people...that's why i'll try not to break any promise if i ever made them!!!......when she started to question how many 'friends' of hers will help her with all their heart and also financially when needed, i already knew the answer if i ever have any query over that. The answer is i'll have plenty-at least two handful, i am really lucky to have met people like that....hm...i'll prove to her that such 'friend' still exist.......do you know that sometimes during my day-dreaming, i have some stupid thoughts?......one of them was i'd told myself- if i ever win lottery, certain friends will actually have a little share over it......i know you'll dispute that i am saying this because i havent win any...but i seriously thought about it!!! Whether it happens or not, we will have to see if i am going to be a millionaire in the future but by that time, they might not need it anymore....finally, i like to end this post by saying that....to me 'best friend is like sister that i never have'.