Life is a suffering

I have always agree that life is a suffering....i mean you 'suffer' to get everything you want. You 'suffer' after a happy episode (i.e....there's always seperation time for all the happiness events that you are going through...to have to give an end to it, is indeed a suffering!). I am now suffering.....i have to decide what kind of a doctor that i would like to be when i dont even know! Sigh...was told to make sure i know what i want to be from the day one i know Jenicca but i never took her advice to heart. That's why i am facing all these troubles...should have gone and do more shadowing....it's my fault....sigh.