I think i am in love.....

I am intoxicated with the word Japan......anything about japan -any word on things in japan, japanese, any japanese word, just about anything that is linked to japan will make me feeling exited like a little kiddo! I know i sounded crazy but that is exactly what i am feeling right now!......

I wonder if i should ever go back to Japan sometimes. I am afraid that i'll loose that feelings. I am not sure if going back for the second time will ruin the "phantom in my mind" on it. It's so hard to explain...not like it has never existed but i do wonder if it was a dream coz it was such a perfect vacation. Never be surprised if i ever gonna tell you that i am landing and residing in the land of rising sun forever! ;) (*cracking head hard* --> wonder if one can ever stay in the permanent state of euphoria....illusion that is!)

What was the factor that created all this? Do you think it has got anything to do with my past life? I can't find any better reason than that!

note: it used to be the UK that i fancy and adore......but somehow the frustration of not being able to further my studies there when everything reaches its climax quashed that feelings completely i guess! But i still rank this country second after japan to my likeness! Third would be Canada....!! aiks....still sore over the fact that i can't go snowboarding this season....i miss the fluffy snow and the amazing Rocky mountain scenery......