Ironic

Do people always contradict theirselves? Sometimes i know that i shouldn't stick to my opinion so much because i can see myself contradicting myself in the future when i put myself into the shoe of those people whom i see contradicting themselves! I should always leave space for people to express themselves more. However, sometimes i just couldn't stand the naivety of certain people....so when they gave stupid ideas, i have the tendency to just shove it aside. Sounds mean and authoritative but i am just another type A personality people! heheehhehe.

And........oh...today i made another remark that i know i shouldn't and i shouldnt be this type of person as well. I said, i am extremely polite to people who's polite to me and act the opposite if i am treated badly. I beg to be given a choice to turn the clock back to that moment...i hope to be polite all the time so that even the meanest people will feel bad that they are being rude and unkind! I shall make this diary of mine a place to write down my bad points and then reflect on how to change it. Ambitious i guess......coz no one can change their personality overnight!