Frustration is part of learning

Residency training can be fun and at the same time, suffocating. Residents learn to be a physician the hard way

Working with people who possess intelligence in the top 5 percentile of the population is one of the reason why it can be stressful. One will find it hard to relax because you can be caught off guarded by the very same people easily . One has to stay on their toes all the time and this can be extremely nerve-wrecking and exhausting.

Everyday, going into the operating room, only to come out from it feeling like you are not yet a skilled surgeon is not a good feeling (well, i know i am only in my second year training and obviously i won't be good at what i am doing now but oh my, that feeling is really painful. It feels as if you are so low, next to nothing). I can't wait to acquire those skills which will come with experience.

I hope tomorrow will be a better day.



(-_-)***winning millions will solve my problem.......otherwise, working even harder is the only solution!