Malaysian leaders

Not sure when i finally able to accept the fact that Dr.M is not a true good man.....i had always given the excuse to myself that someone can corrupt if they are still doing good (because everyone corrupts...boooo!)....i told myself that even Dr.M was corrupting but in the end Malaysia is still prospering.....but i come to realise that i shouldn't let this kind of mentality to forgo my stand that it's only black or white.....the rule that i had reminded myself over and over again in doing things......not sure why i was defending Dr.M all these while.....was it because he's a doctor.....i wasnt sure if i am right for that i once called him my idol......now i just realise that he' no better than any of those shitty rulers just that he's with a little bit more brain neurons connection. What made me think so now and not before because, even he had stepped down as a PM (a post he held the same year i was born!), he is stil engaging in those dictator type of style trying to be the chairman of this or that.......i bet he had more than enough to feed himself even if he decided to live luxuriously as a tycoon.....his wealth will never drain as he probably F*******ly eat up a lot of taxpayer money.....can't he just shut his mouth and stupid ego and just 'rest' at home......somehow, i now started to feel ashame when anyone mentions that he's my great ex-PM.....i feel like puking...........