Frustration

As much as i hope to maintain my sanity in this busy rotation, i have to admit that i am finally feeling what everyone is trying to tell me. This is insane! The nurses will page you endlessly, scut work is piling up like mountains, ungrateful/psychiatric patients will drive you nuts and the next call (30 hours in hospital duty) is approaching again. I have been a whiner i know but this is really getting to my nerves.

The only consolation is, i am done with this rotation by coming monday!It will be a relief. I love what i am getting (learning) out of it but well, there's always an end point i guess. And am going to NY in barely 3 weeks time!!! I believe sweetness is the after taste of bitterness.



(-_-)***one gets wiser as day goes by

well well

"When do you know that you've met your other half?" That by itself is a big task, let alone asking : "Is your other half the one that you wanna spend the rest of your life with??"

I like to think that i've always have this intuition that allows me to go ahead and make somebody my best friend even if i have only met that person by a fraction of a second. So far, i dont think i have any bad experience with that yet! I know that if i click with somebody, then i will actually do everything to at least make them feel that there's somebody who appreciate them. I won't be ambitious to think that i am able to help them out with their biggest worries but at least i can do something to make them smile for few seconds.

However, if i dont have this feelings toward a guy, can he be my other half?

Help!!!


(-_-)***it's confusing

Tulips

Tulips have always been my favourite flower, so i glad to see part of the tulips offering in Ottawa. Here are some pics!



My personal fav. I'll read up more on photography! I was adviced that there's something called 1/3 rule where the subject of my photo should be 1/3 of the size or at 1/3 corner of the picture. Sounds complicated!



I took this pic when this girl was posing for her dad. Didn't focus it well but she's pretty cute!



I like the old couple at the "hidden" corner. The brightness is quite below par!

That's all for today!



(-_-)***much to learn and so much more excitement to see pics that represent my vision!

Ottawa

Just got back from a 4D3N trip in Ottawa. This was supposed to be a conference trip but i didnt think i learn much from the conference aside from experiencing how people could "biatch" in the ultimate way! Just like what i told my friend, it's still a fruitful trip. I owe this to my senior (sandy, the person that i had described in details before in this blog. I was also humbled by someone i barely known. I met her through my network of friends.

This trip could have turned out totally different if sandy wasn't there. This meeting (spending lots of time together - chatting, ok...biatching and whining!, sharing same hotel room) allowed me to confirm my belief of who she is as a person. My admiration for this woman can only grow. (I know i can go on and on about this person again). It was totally stress-less hanging out with her. She's just as crazy, as truthful & genuine and as inspirational as one ever could be. Imagine one with such background who will answer "i don't know" or will not grill you further when you were sharing a case. I just felt happy and relaxed. I know i am lucky to find a role model in her.

The second person is someone who's really nice and so pure. She made me realised that i should always stay down to earth regardless. I shouldnt let the pinocchio nose grow on me. I do live a great life now, shouldn't whine too much. And i also echoed what she said....everything happens for a reason, this trip certainly seems to dictate that thoroughly.

Time to go to bed!


(-_-)***Mood: blissful